Revenir-Ghoul

Happy New Year's Day/New Year's Eve to everybody. I'm sort of relieved that 2018 is coming to an end. Why? This year was shit for me because of my mental health (Depression and repetitive bad memories) has been going on in the past months. My chronic emptiness always happens all the time and been having suicidal thoughts as well because of that. I don't really want to be put on medication again, but I am seeing Therapist for that. Also, I hate college so fucking much. Remember they said that college will be better than high school? That is such a fucking joke, few of my professor/teachers whatever are cunts just like the ones from my freshman

My first journal of 2018 and April too. Art Block is the worst shit to have and getting back into drawing is hard because of depression and laziness. Also fucking school but I’m almost done. I'll try to draw again and post pictures here on this site but I mostly upload them on Tumblr. Soo...  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Hello everybody!! Happy 31st of December or Happy 2018 to the people of the other side of the world!!! First thing I want to say is that I'm sorry for not being here that much because I'm kinda used to uploading my art on Tumblr and not here but I try to be active here. (If I can...) Alright, I want to start about how I feel about 2017. To be honest, this year is a 50/50 meaning it's mixed, average, etc... Why? I want to talk about the bad things first: 1) I miss some of the people here like Outmost433, I haven't interacted with him too much but he looked like a cool guy. Hey Ethan, if you're reading this I hope you're being successful at l